Not much going on with me. On a positive note, I had to get something out of the living room this morning in the middle of getting dressed and I noticed that my ass no longer jiggles when I walk. I have my trainer to thank for that. :)
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Friday, April 9, 2010
Yeah, so....
So I've been MIA from ths blog because of National Boards and then I was just flat out lazy for a couple weeks. Now I'm back...break out the bubbly. :)
First and foremost, I put on a pair of walking shorts (I don't ever wear shorts shorter than knee length because they always ride up and it looks like my crotch is eating the fabric) that I hadn't worn since the summer I got pregnant. Needless to say I was THRILLED they fit. And I'm not talking they buttoned but I rocked muffin top, they legit fit. Hooray!
I have "fallen off the wagon" so to speak with tracking my food and completely watching what I eat. I'm friggin' lazy, that's all there is to it. If I actually stuck to WW points and did what I was supposed to, I'd have totally lost more than the 20lbs I have so far. I don't know what it is because by the time I've snacked on whatever because I'm hungry but don't feel like making a meal, I could have made something much healthier. The good news is I still faithfully go to my trainer once a week for my ritualistic ass-kicking.
I can't help but be frustrated about how shot to shit my body is even a year after having my daughter - yes, I said a year....I can NOT believe it's already been a year....well, actually a year on the 24th. I keep wanting to blame the c-section. But then I see skinny bitches like Kelly Ripa aka Miss I had a c-section with all 3 of my kids. Yeah yeah yeah, she has a trainer for more than just one hour a week and she had a nutritionist and a personal chef and makes a living looking good, but it still pisses me off.
Let's talk real life. The neighbor who watches my daughter a couple hours a day between the time I leave for work and my husband gets home has an AMAZING body and her son will be 2 in June. Now her body was amazing at his 1st birthday last year! She didn't have a c-section. Granted, I didn't really know her prior to her getting pregnant and having a baby, so I can assume she was probably thin to begin with - which always helps.
Bottom line, I HATE how my body looks after having a baby. I know it's going to take some time to get it to something I'm semi-happy with, but looking in the mirror depresses me and my husband telling me I look sexy makes me vomit. And people are already asking me when I'm having a 2nd....HA Try NEVER!
First and foremost, I put on a pair of walking shorts (I don't ever wear shorts shorter than knee length because they always ride up and it looks like my crotch is eating the fabric) that I hadn't worn since the summer I got pregnant. Needless to say I was THRILLED they fit. And I'm not talking they buttoned but I rocked muffin top, they legit fit. Hooray!
I have "fallen off the wagon" so to speak with tracking my food and completely watching what I eat. I'm friggin' lazy, that's all there is to it. If I actually stuck to WW points and did what I was supposed to, I'd have totally lost more than the 20lbs I have so far. I don't know what it is because by the time I've snacked on whatever because I'm hungry but don't feel like making a meal, I could have made something much healthier. The good news is I still faithfully go to my trainer once a week for my ritualistic ass-kicking.
I can't help but be frustrated about how shot to shit my body is even a year after having my daughter - yes, I said a year....I can NOT believe it's already been a year....well, actually a year on the 24th. I keep wanting to blame the c-section. But then I see skinny bitches like Kelly Ripa aka Miss I had a c-section with all 3 of my kids. Yeah yeah yeah, she has a trainer for more than just one hour a week and she had a nutritionist and a personal chef and makes a living looking good, but it still pisses me off.
Let's talk real life. The neighbor who watches my daughter a couple hours a day between the time I leave for work and my husband gets home has an AMAZING body and her son will be 2 in June. Now her body was amazing at his 1st birthday last year! She didn't have a c-section. Granted, I didn't really know her prior to her getting pregnant and having a baby, so I can assume she was probably thin to begin with - which always helps.
Bottom line, I HATE how my body looks after having a baby. I know it's going to take some time to get it to something I'm semi-happy with, but looking in the mirror depresses me and my husband telling me I look sexy makes me vomit. And people are already asking me when I'm having a 2nd....HA Try NEVER!
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